gj1190's Journal

MUST READ! THE TRUTH
well today turned out like i never thought it would. i will spare you the whole story because you can read about it in SHRINK_KIKKI s journal. i'm the friend that hacked her mail, joined livejournal and pretended to have an eating disorder. but soon got caught up in this kind of life and found myself purging... adn when i realised how alone i felt i couldnt help but wonder and think about shrink_kikki and how she must be feeling... alone like me... but after she and another friend confronted me about my eating habits i confessed all to them about livejournal and me hacking into her email and knowing about HER ed... so sorry about all this Pat... after today i can't help but wonder, why? why did i feel the need to lean on strangers for their support when i could have told my mates a long time ago? seeing their reactions today i just realised that writing daily on LiveJournal to complete strangers and telling them all about your food issues, you are blinded by the truth. today i realised i had been missing the bigger picture, it doesnt matter how screwed up your life is, there are always people who will luv you no matter what... i am lucky enough to have found two of them...

in the end you grow stronger within you, and within your friendships. that's the thing about really secret eating disorders, and truly fabulous friends...

and on that note i say goodbye to you all, and hello to something new, along with my two best friends...
friendships can fall apart, but family is there to stay... to Maggy and Laura, the loves of my life, YOU are my family

peace out
-x-